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Sarah's Omen is sneaky and utterly silent when he wants to be, which is most of the time, and so it is entirely possible that neither Augustine nor Alfred noticed his return note. A fisher is no predator to a very large snake, after all, and nor is it prey; regardless of the Omen instincts, the animalistic ones did not have cause to notice each other.

Her note was not unkind, but it was not emotional: it was simple and gave directions of where she could be found, a little stall she was working on in Willful Machine or in Trenchwood at her crop or the outpost project. And Willful Machine, notably, was where dinner would be if he wanted to treat her to it (that part was included).

Also, she wrote, you owe me a new sweater.

It only takes a day for her letter to show up; it could just as easily have taken a year or two, or never arrived at all, or at least not before she'd gone back to the sea her own self.

Instead, a response. An acknowledgment that, well, she'd read his message, and yeah, an in-person apology was a better idea — which, rats, writing out his thoughts would have been so much easier — and, apparently, she needs... a sweater?

Willful Machine it is; a chance to find a sweater, or someone selling sweaters at least, a chance to find her and ask what sort of sweater she wants; a chance to buy her the aforementioned dinner.

Not that any of this keeps him from being vaguely nervous about it — indefinably ill-at-ease — and maybe it's mostly that he doesn't really want to get teased by John, or questioned by John, and maybe it's just that he's skinny enough that his bedroom windows provide him a private exit when he wants it, but either way he doesn't use the door when he leaves the house in Gaze, heading over to Willful Machine and his dinner not-a-date With Apology.

«Flowers might be a good idea,» Alfred suggests cheerfully. «She likes flowers.»

"Oh does she, now," Augustine retorts dryly, even as his gaze catches on whatever vegetation around them is listed for sale, immediately following his brother's suggestion. "And you would know this how, precisely?"

«Because I pay attention,» is his prim answer; Alfred says nothing more, just calmly coiling around Augustine's waist and shoulder in his usual perch, along for the ride.

He doesn't have flowers, when he finds her little stall. He does have, to his bafflement, a sapling dwarf apple tree — for sale, cheap, by someone who had apparently Had Enough of the memories that resulted from the orchard's fruit — tucked under one arm, ready to be transplanted, as he knocks against the stall's frame.

"Is this a good time, then?"

The stall doesn't look like much, yet. It's been built: it's clearly A Stall, with a small person-sized counter for a shopkeeper to keep things behind as records, and a couple of tables, and paper-and-wire flowers woven into some of the slats in the walls. It's making some kind of progress. She has been writing notes, working on some kind of thing.

She looks up.

She squints a little, tilting her head, and then slowly offers him a hesitant excuse for a smile. "Do I look particularly overrun with tasks?"

"Well, you might be about to have three elephants and fourteen ostriches descend upon your stall, here, to make inquiries about whether or not you're providing rapid-turnaround costume tailoring for their ballet recital this evening," he points out, calmly and quickly enough to make anyone listening wonder just why it is that he could pull up an example like that so rapidly —

(The answer is: John. It's John's fault that he's so good at terrible examples. This may or may not, in fact, be one he's heard from John before; he really has no idea anymore.)

"On the other hand... you might be bored, and be willing to provide me with something more in the way of information regarding this sweater I'm supposed to replace for you."

Despite herself, because she does not want to be giving him the satisfaction whatsoever, Sarah laughs.

It's a laugh that doesn't last, but apparently she likes John's method of examples.

"If that happened, I would be extremely busy, and it would also be one of the best days of my life," she says, and then: "I am. Bored. And willing. It got wrecked by a smoothie, and that was your fault."

"And how did I manage to smoothe-and-wreck your sweater, whilst away at sea?"

Beneath the waves, of course. If he quips about it, though — leaning in against the tiny little counter, reducing his height a touch — that means it didn't leave scars, right?

"A shiver that made me drop it."

All over herself, but thankfully in front of no one else. Sarah still pulls a face at him, even as she's stepping backward to clear out of nearly sharing personal space—which means Augustine has her back to the wall, now. There's sideways to escape, though, so she's safe from a panic.

"Why do I have a feeling it wasn't the nicest vacation?"

"Because you're a reasonably intelligent young woman, I think," he says dryly —

— because, of course, that way he doesn't have to think about how wet he was, for five days straight. And chilled all the way through, under the crushing depths.

"I would strongly recommend more tropical waters, if you're ever in the mood for endurance swimming. Nice and warm and restful, a crisp clear blue — try to find an atoll, maybe. Keeps the sharks out, makes the water seem nice and shallow, it's a lovely combination."

"Mm. Sounds lovely." This time Augustine really does get a smile out of Sarah King, though she's gazing off to the distance and not at him. She is gazing off in the distance in the direction that she would make her escape were he to try to crowd her any further. This is probably coincidence.

"Endurance swimming is—not my thing, but warm beaches most certainly are."

They're not getting dinner at one, though.

Neither are they at her mostly empty stall, yet.

She's also trying not to remember what she felt; what he made her feel; that this is the man who forced his sensations upon her against her will, kind of. He did ask for her assistance with something important. She gave it willingly. It was her fault she didn't ask the right questions, understand the gravity—

No, that was old Sarah talking. That was pre-Rosen Sarah.

She didn't understand the gravity, but he was also a jerk about it and it was mostly his fault.

"You will have to tell me more about these warm, restful atolls. Remember them vividly enough that you're feeling the sensations." Okay, so that was a little bit playful in tone. A smidge of smile might be for him.

"I'm certainly willing to experiment with that," he offers gamely — immediately — at least in part because, well, it's a fuck-you to Mariana, with her cold-and-icy ocean depths; in part because it's a pretty girl smiling at him and challenging him to make her Feel Good Things, and his response to that is practically Pavlovian.

"No idea atoll if remembered sensations are going to translate the same way, however — although, come to think of it, I know there was at least one moment I was fervently recollecting being stuck in a quagmire of hot mud. Did any of that come through, before?"

It takes her a second to catch the pun, with his accent, but he gets credit for it with a flash of amusement in her expression. He's pleasant to talk to, in some ways, simply because she cannot feel a thing from him.

An emotional thing, anyway.

And he's not having any specific physical sensations to call attention to now.

"I might have," she admits. "Or I might have been asleep. I had quicksand dreams."

Technically, other than the pressure of his weight on his elbows against the counter, that's true — with one exception: the sort of tickly-prickle of tree branches against his leg, albeit through his trousers.

"I suppose one of the most important questions to ask, before we've built a working hypothesis, then, is — have you ever done that before?"

And then, as he shifts his weight from one leg to the other, one of the branches pokes aggressively into the tendon of his semimembranosus, and he winces just a twinge — and gives her another quick, wry smile, even as he reaches down to soothe the irritated spot. "Another very important question, as it happens, is 'do you like apple trees'?"

"No," Sarah answers, though by the time she says it he's asked two questions; she then reaches to the same irritated spot as a mirror, before quickly realizing that it isn't her discomfort and pushes it away. At least that she has skill at. Sometimes. Kind of.

"I mean, no, I can't remember ever having a quicksand dream before. Quicksand nightmares, yes, but this was not a nightmare, it was a dream, and yes, I like apple trees, as it turns out."

"And what's the difference, then, between nightmare and dream, if you're still in quicksand?"

It's something about the gleam in his eye, maybe, that indicates that he really is quite curious about her answer to his question — even as he bends and twists and lifts and —

— presents her with a dwarf-root-graft apple tree sapling, since he happens to have one with him and all.

"Mind you, I've never heard of this variety of apple before in my exceptionally long life — might be fully local, might just have always been a New England thing — but I can't help but think that you're either going to be delighted to have it, or know someone else who will."

Hopeful smile.

Sarah considers the tree, shoving enough stuff aside on the counter surface that the pot can, at least, temporarily be placed upon it. Now she has nothing but unadulterated smile on her face, a satisfaction with enough to it that despite only being attuned to physical sensation Augustine might be able to sense. (It's in the cheeks, a little, from the smile; there's a bit of a lifting sensation in the chest. Some emotion is physical.)

Reaching out a hand to touch a flower, she says, "I would be pleased beyond measure to provide it a home, though I might need another one to get fruit." There's a twinge of hope in her eyes, like he may know how to make that happen. Magic cloaked emotions man is also now a tree dealer. What a person to have in your debt.

The grin he gives her in reply is an easy one; it's the sort that crinkles up his eyes, stretches out his cheeks, eases tension in the back of his neck and shoulders. (Is he even aware of that tension in the first place? Eh, probably not.)

"You might, although there also might be enough other ones around the neighborhood generally that you'd be fine," he allows, and stops and thinks about it for long enough to realize "— not that I'm actually sure whether or not this one's going to bear fruit ever. They always do in orchards, anyway — I hope you know the trick to that, because in all my experience farming, I never did all that much with orchard management."

And:

"Are you not going to answer the question, though?"

"What ques—"

But then it dawns on her, of course, much as he has forgotten to even bring up the dinner he'd implied they were going to have together to make up for the Drowning Incident, Sarah has forgotten to finish the point about the quicksand.

"— oh. It's not a nightmare because it isn't frightening. It's just a dream about quicksand. And yes, apple trees where I come from cannot self-fertilize, so it will need a mate. If it's like the ones I'm used to it's hermaphroditic, thus any tree of the same species will do. Hopefully won't be too difficult to find."

"Hermaphrodites unwilling to perform parthenogenesis, though?" He scoffs, but his eyes are full of laughter. "Someone is feeling entirely too picky — I promise you another apple tree, then. Does it need to be the same sub-species, or is that only if you don't want it to keep hybridizing...?"

He ... well, okay, he sort of knows what he's talking about, with trees; he's just rusty.

"Also, I hope it's all right if I don't provide it tonight — the seller was about to go home, when I picked this one up."

"Every apple tree I've ever met has insisted on having a mate," Sarah confirms, with a solemn nod. "I wouldn't want to produce offspring on my own either, both because that would be weird and because clones aren't any good for genetic variations."

Her people had enough problems with consanguinity occasionally producing an unanticipated genetic quirk generations later as it was.

"Of course it's all right, I thought you were feeding me?" Mark this as the return of the grin; it's impossible to say if he's actually growing on her or if it's just that when he smiles she does.

"I wonder what it was, then, about the ones I remember from Koniortos —"

He frowns, dropping his gaze, and rubs at the spot between his eyes for just a moment. "I know they can't possibly have been arranged in an orchard, and any pollination was manual — skeletal, maybe — but not by insects, at any rate. Maybe they were grafted — does that work, with apples? Sticking two of them together on one set of roots?"

"Oh, sure. Pretty much any fruit tree I've had any real experience with can be grafted." That's basically all the fruit trees that will grow in the United States, at least in the climate zone whose number Sarah finds herself unable to remember—it's the one that has apple trees, anyway.

"So long as you know how to graft a tree, you can graft an apple tree, they're pretty good with it. You can also graft apple and pear trees together, that's always fun—did you have a plan for dinner, by the way, or are we making it up as we go?"

They're in Willful Machine, so it couldn't possibly be difficult.

"Oh, we are absolutely making it up as we go," he confesses freely, a wry smile twisting his lips. "I may be offering to pay for it — that doesn't mean I actually know what you like, or even necessarily have a very good grasp of what restaurants are currently open to clientele, here — just that there's bound to be something we can agree on. I, for one, am not terribly picky about what I eat."

(Given that he can survive just about anything short of a bomb, and even some of those, that is.)

He gestures away from her stand. "I don't know if the tree needs to come with us, or if it will be safe here, or if you've got somewhere else you need to store it, first?"

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